Jelousy 101

A minute you spend with jealousy, you've wasted a moment of your time hating yourself.

Welcome to my blog and thanks for visiting :) Lately, I've been running out of stuff to blog. This is my weakness so I'm not into blogging stuff before, but I will try all my best to blog something informative and interesting hahahaha! :))

I checked out my facebook account a while ago, and the latest notification is about our Highschool reunion which I think i wouldn't attend because it's Jean's Wedding (my bestfriend). FYI, I'm one of the Bridesmaid :)) I don't pay attention to it until something caught my attention.

Step out is the mysterious Highschool classmate who organize the said reunion. He remain's mysterious and secret and then all of a sudden someone reveal his real identity. And I was shock, the one who reveals his identity is his Girlfriend! So pathetic, due to jealousy they done something they don't know can lead to a total disaster!

The  girlfriend and I has something in our past before. :) So I can't help but to react on her post.

And because I'm irritated to what I saw, I posted something on my wall. It goes like this:

"Your so Pathetic! Pti reunion gnugulo mo, lahat na pngselosan mo! muntanga ka!"

Hahaha! I'm so mean I know but i can't help. Innocent people are getting involve and being affected to the said issue that the girlfriend is imposing. And after a minute, she reacted to my post.

"sino kaya ang bitter hanggang ngaun,,,hahaha!paola past is past..ikaw nga tong ndi makaget over..wag n wag kang mgmlaki!:)) haha"
See,  I told you guys we have something in our past hahaha! :)

To make the story short, She used to be my boyfriend's "Kabit". :)) hahahaha! But, I  moved on and forget what happened, somewhat, I guess? :) (She's not that pretty waste of time haha!)

I did'nt response to her post, instead I post something again in my wall :)

"OMG! Tnamaan ka? Sino muntanga ngayon ako ba? bitter ako? eh ikw anu twag syo? desperate paranoid"

Whaha! So mean right? I admit, I'm a little bit bitter but, who among us look stupid? She's so pathetic and desperate to think that jealousy makes her do something like that. Too much jealous is bad tsk! tsk! She never think what may the outcome will be. Our former classmates thinks she over reacting!

My first question, when you started to get jealous who are you hating? Yourself? or the one who are you jealous off?

I admit I'm having difficult time to figure out that, because I'm not only jealous but also insecure, I honestly admit it to myself. My sister post something about jealousy in twitter "A minute you spend with jealousy, you've wasted a moment of your time hating yourself." I realize it's somehow true when you get jealous, you didn't trust yourself, you don't believe in yourself, your uniqueness, your abiities, your personality that real you, you don't appreciate yourself, you hate yourself. If you dont trust yourself, you are insecure that's why you get jealous. People do have different uniqueness or personality, be proud of yourself, the unique personality you have. :)

Sometimes it's okay to be jealous just learn how to handle it :)

Thank you for reading. Happy blogging :)