You mess up, you make up and then you move on.. that's relationship.

The happiest couples never have the same character. They just have the best understanding of their differences.♥

I've been in a relationship for almost 5 years and I'm thankful that I still have this :)

Although not as good as Happy endings love story, I'm accepting the fact that life and love will always throw you curve balls, its up to you to either strike out or hit a home run. You never know what to expect when it comes to love. You never know what to expect when it comes to life either.

I knew from the start that he's the guy for me, he's all that i want :) And every night I pray "Pls Papa God he's all i want pls" :)) But 5 years is not as good as it seems. We mess up, we make up, we mess up, and then we make up again. Everyday its always like that. There comes a time that i almost want to give up, but i love him too much to just walk away. I think he feel the same way thats why we still have each other, i guess :))

When it comes to a relationship there were times you'll experienced cheated or you cheat on your partner. Of course, i experienced that. He cheated on me not once, twice nor thrice. He always cheated on me. There's a third party on our "relationship" that i keep holding on and fight for. I cant understand why guys tends to do stuff like that and when you decided to finally say "its over, I'm done" guys just beg for forgiveness on their knees just like girls all ever wanted.

Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.

To my deppression, I haved watched pinoy movies that i can relate :)

“May mga bagay na panahon lang ang makakapagturo sayo, tulad ng kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao.
Madalas, nalalaman mo lang kung gaano mo siya kamahal kapag wala na siya sayo, and when you lose that person, you lose a part of yourself too.

Umaasa ka nalang na sa paglipas ng panahon ay maibabalik mo kung anong nawala sayo. Kung hindi na maibabalik ang dati, babaguhin nalang ng panahon ang lahat ng bagay.

Pero bakit parang di binabago ng panahon ang puso mo?
Bakit kahit alam mong tapos na ang lahat, pilit mong binabalikan yung simula? At lagi mong tinatanong, paano kaya kung mas minahal mo siya? Paano kaya kung hindi mo nalang siya minahal? Paano kaya kung hindi kayo nagkakilala? Para mabura nalang siya sa ala-ala mo.”Paano kaya kung, kung noong nagkatagpo kayo, ibang tao ka, ibang tao rin siya, sa ibang pagkakataon, sa ibang lugar, sa ibang panahon?

Maiiba din kaya tadhana niyo? Kamay mo na ba ang hawak niya? Pangalan mo na ba, ang bukambibig niya? Ikaw na ba ang nasa tabi niya? Ikaw na ba yung kayakap niya? Ikaw na ba ang dahilan ng mga ngiti niya? O ikaw pa rin ba ang dahil kung, kung bakit mas pinili niyang magmahal nalang ng iba?

From the movie "I miss you like crazy" starring Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz. This is one of my favorites today because I can relate not totally but what I'm experiencing right now and what i feel. The lines truly open my heart ♥ and realize that "Ang Love my sariling time frame hndi dapat pnpilit." so true :))

So many pinoy movies that touch my heart ♥ like One more chance, And i Love you so, Paano na kaya, etc. I feel at ease everytime i watched movies like that :)) Through this movies, we learned and we can relate  :)

I, honestly and not ashamed to admit that sometimes I do rely on movies when it comes to decision making but in the end of the day I will realize that all happen for a reason and for a purpose you just need to be ready what might life will bring :)

I just always stick to my mind that "Suffering is an option, Happiness is a choice"  ♥♥♥
The truth is that everyone deserves a chance of happiness and love.  I know that putting your heart out there after you are hurt is not always an easy thing (I speak from experience); because all the insecurities tend to creep up and so we close up because we dont want to take a chance that might be the start of something special.  All of this to say if an opportunity presents itself don't be afraid to take a chance because you never know what might come out of it. I'm so glad it did!!