I always tries not to make my post as ramdon as it is. I messed up my blog, I guess. I'm difficult, I'm awkward and I always make mistakes. As I've mentioned to my previous post, about having your day being the best ever and then all of sudden they just turn out horrible without knowing why it ends like this. Well, today it is. I woke up early, and then when I got to my desk I feel sleepy, and I started to work and then someone will approach you and told you something that make you feel so numb and dumb. I don't know what to feel anymore. It's like that you didn't received respect, and people betrays you. Honestly, I don't want to post something like this, because it will make my blog miserable like the blogger. huhuhu! I told myself that I will never be helpless again but I guess, it did'nt work out for me.
To me it's that whole feeling where you think "Should I give up?" but you don't want to because what if the second you give up it happens. Whatever you wanted to happen. What if it comes right after you have given up. What then? I said goodbye once, not knowing that the other person was about to make a move that could have changed my life. And I regret it everyday. But I didn't know better until knowing better was useless because it was over. But, in order to stop suffering, in order to get out of "this relationship" I have to forgive myself. So I do.
I don't always have the right thing to say, not even most of the time, but I'm good at listening. I have trouble falling asleep at night, and my hair never falls quite the way I want it to. I can't even begin to explain the amount of times I've messed something important up, or ruined a surprise. I talk a lot, and most of the things I say are negative, but people tend to find me funny. You may not understand me, in fact, you probably won't, but the thing is, you don't have to understand every little thing I do in order to like me. Why don't people understand this? Sure, there are a million and one things wrong with me, but with every bad thing I guarantee there are two better things. So get to know me before you judge. Maybe you'll see me on a bad day, but I promise you the tomorrow that follows will be better. So let's hear it for second chances, let's hear it for fixing things that are broken, and let's hear it for taking a walk in someone else's shoes before judging them.
I don't always have the right thing to say, not even most of the time, but I'm good at listening. I have trouble falling asleep at night, and my hair never falls quite the way I want it to. I can't even begin to explain the amount of times I've messed something important up, or ruined a surprise. I talk a lot, and most of the things I say are negative, but people tend to find me funny. You may not understand me, in fact, you probably won't, but the thing is, you don't have to understand every little thing I do in order to like me. Why don't people understand this? Sure, there are a million and one things wrong with me, but with every bad thing I guarantee there are two better things. So get to know me before you judge. Maybe you'll see me on a bad day, but I promise you the tomorrow that follows will be better. So let's hear it for second chances, let's hear it for fixing things that are broken, and let's hear it for taking a walk in someone else's shoes before judging them.
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