Bonding with LaLa ♥

Saturday evening, home alone with lala. :))

Lala is a little bit sleepy HAHAH! :))

Say Cheese Lala :)

A movie I'll fall inlove with over and over again ♥

A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?

I remember one night, I'm so bored, home alone lying in the bed just scanning channels from the TV, then I switch to HBO. This movie caught my attention, there's a dog and because I'm a dog lover ♥ I'm quite interested to the movie. The movie is "Marley & Me" about a labrador dog which adopted by two couples. Someone suggest that they adopt a dog with a view to making them realize whether or not they were both ready to start a family. The couple ultimately choose Marley (so named after the legendary Bob Marley), a tiny yellow Labrador retriever who made it perfectly clear that he was incapable of being corrected from the outset. Ms. Kornblut is a dog trainer and the Grogan’s leave the dog with her, but after repeatedly choosing to ignore her commands, she expels him from her class.

At work, John is offered a bi-weekly column in which he can talk about the fun and trivia that everyday life can bring, and although he struggles for ideas at first, he soon realizes that he could talk about the tales of Marley and ran it by the Editor (Arnie Klein) who agrees. Marley continues with his antics and provides John with an endless stream of material for his newspaper column which really grabs the readers’ attention and ultimately does wonders for the newspaper’s reputation.

Meanwhile, Jenny discovers that she is pregnant but loses the baby early in the pregnancy. John and Jenny decide to go on a belated honeymoon to Ireland, leaving Marley in the hands of a young woman who finds the dog incontrollable, particularly during the thunderstorms. Shortly after the couple return from Ireland, Jenny discovers that she is pregnant and goes on to give birth to a son named Patrick.

He is soon followed by another boy, Connor and Jenny decides to give up work and stay at home full time with her children. Needing more space, the family move to a larger home in Boca Raton. A daughter, Colleen, is soon welcomed to the family and this is when the onset of Jenny’s post natal depression began. Jenny denies her illness at first and takes her emotions out on John and Marley. John asks Sebastian to care for Marley when Jenny makes it clear that they should give him away, but she soon realizes that Marley is a part of their family and she gives in and says that he can stay.

John was growing tired of his job and when he reached 40 years old eating food from healthy cookbooks, decided that it was time for a change. With his wife’s blessing, he accepted a post with the Philadelphia Inquirer and the family moved to Pennsylvania. Life seems to be the best it has been in a long time for the family until the signs of aging become evident in Marley.

First he is struck with arthritis and deafness, followed by a gastric dilation volvulus that nearly takes his life but he makes a full recovery with health food recipes. Unfortunately, Marley experiences a second attack and there is nothing more that can be done for him. Marley is put to sleep with John by his side and the family bury their beloved Marley beneath a tree in their front garden.


‎"A person can learn a lot from a dog, even a loopy one like ours. Marley taught me about living each day with unbridled exuberance and joy, about seizing the moment and following your heart. He taught me to appreciate the simple things-a walk in the woods, a fresh snowfall, a nap in a shaft of winter sunlight. And as he grew old and achy, he taught me about optimism in the face of adversity. Mostly, he taught me about friendship and selflessness and, above all else, unwavering loyalty."

— John Grogan (Marley & Me: Love and Life with the World's Worst Dog)



I admit and honestly tell you guys that I was crying throughout the movie. I can't help myself crying. I feel the heart of the movie and its so great to realize that in time you feel alone, you feel you are not appreciated, you feel emptiness, you feel you sacrifice all but you are always taken for granted by people you expect to appreciate you, always remember this saying "A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his. "

Everytime I remember or even read or watch this movie again I still cry out loud :) I love dogs, I care and love my dogs with all my heart. I appreciate every piece of them. You don't need to buy them expensive things, or sacrifice everything for them to be happy just rub their forehead and they will be just fine ♥ or just a water to drink they will appreciate it. Then they will let you feel extraordinary special when they start to wag their tails and lick your face to death everytime you'll go home. :)

It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not. Sometimes it took a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see.

Me with my dog LALA ♥ (Buch Bday's gift)

Thank you for reading happy weekend :)

Jelousy 101

A minute you spend with jealousy, you've wasted a moment of your time hating yourself.

Welcome to my blog and thanks for visiting :) Lately, I've been running out of stuff to blog. This is my weakness so I'm not into blogging stuff before, but I will try all my best to blog something informative and interesting hahahaha! :))

I checked out my facebook account a while ago, and the latest notification is about our Highschool reunion which I think i wouldn't attend because it's Jean's Wedding (my bestfriend). FYI, I'm one of the Bridesmaid :)) I don't pay attention to it until something caught my attention.

Step out is the mysterious Highschool classmate who organize the said reunion. He remain's mysterious and secret and then all of a sudden someone reveal his real identity. And I was shock, the one who reveals his identity is his Girlfriend! So pathetic, due to jealousy they done something they don't know can lead to a total disaster!

The  girlfriend and I has something in our past before. :) So I can't help but to react on her post.

And because I'm irritated to what I saw, I posted something on my wall. It goes like this:

"Your so Pathetic! Pti reunion gnugulo mo, lahat na pngselosan mo! muntanga ka!"

Hahaha! I'm so mean I know but i can't help. Innocent people are getting involve and being affected to the said issue that the girlfriend is imposing. And after a minute, she reacted to my post.

"sino kaya ang bitter hanggang ngaun,,,hahaha!paola past is past..ikaw nga tong ndi makaget over..wag n wag kang mgmlaki!:)) haha"
See,  I told you guys we have something in our past hahaha! :)

To make the story short, She used to be my boyfriend's "Kabit". :)) hahahaha! But, I  moved on and forget what happened, somewhat, I guess? :) (She's not that pretty waste of time haha!)

I did'nt response to her post, instead I post something again in my wall :)

"OMG! Tnamaan ka? Sino muntanga ngayon ako ba? bitter ako? eh ikw anu twag syo? desperate paranoid"

Whaha! So mean right? I admit, I'm a little bit bitter but, who among us look stupid? She's so pathetic and desperate to think that jealousy makes her do something like that. Too much jealous is bad tsk! tsk! She never think what may the outcome will be. Our former classmates thinks she over reacting!

My first question, when you started to get jealous who are you hating? Yourself? or the one who are you jealous off?

I admit I'm having difficult time to figure out that, because I'm not only jealous but also insecure, I honestly admit it to myself. My sister post something about jealousy in twitter "A minute you spend with jealousy, you've wasted a moment of your time hating yourself." I realize it's somehow true when you get jealous, you didn't trust yourself, you don't believe in yourself, your uniqueness, your abiities, your personality that real you, you don't appreciate yourself, you hate yourself. If you dont trust yourself, you are insecure that's why you get jealous. People do have different uniqueness or personality, be proud of yourself, the unique personality you have. :)

Sometimes it's okay to be jealous just learn how to handle it :)

Thank you for reading. Happy blogging :)

Our 5th Anniversary together with my Honey Buchie (Cheesy!) ♥

^{I'm so excited and finally were officially 5 years together with Mr. Renier Centeno "Buch" ♥ this up comining December 8, 2010. :))}

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I can't decide what gift best fits to him. Grr! But i have options :)) but I dont think he would like it. My first option is couple shirt.

I've chosen that design :) is it perfect?

Price:

2 White Plain Tshirt for only P150.o0

Printing for only P150.00 each shirt

Total cost

P300.00 per shirt = P600.00 only (not too expensive for an anniversary gift)♥♥♥

I don't know if he would love it, and all i hope is he would appreciate it :))

Goodluck to me!

You mess up, you make up and then you move on.. that's relationship.

The happiest couples never have the same character. They just have the best understanding of their differences.♥

I've been in a relationship for almost 5 years and I'm thankful that I still have this :)

Although not as good as Happy endings love story, I'm accepting the fact that life and love will always throw you curve balls, its up to you to either strike out or hit a home run. You never know what to expect when it comes to love. You never know what to expect when it comes to life either.

I knew from the start that he's the guy for me, he's all that i want :) And every night I pray "Pls Papa God he's all i want pls" :)) But 5 years is not as good as it seems. We mess up, we make up, we mess up, and then we make up again. Everyday its always like that. There comes a time that i almost want to give up, but i love him too much to just walk away. I think he feel the same way thats why we still have each other, i guess :))

When it comes to a relationship there were times you'll experienced cheated or you cheat on your partner. Of course, i experienced that. He cheated on me not once, twice nor thrice. He always cheated on me. There's a third party on our "relationship" that i keep holding on and fight for. I cant understand why guys tends to do stuff like that and when you decided to finally say "its over, I'm done" guys just beg for forgiveness on their knees just like girls all ever wanted.

Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.

To my deppression, I haved watched pinoy movies that i can relate :)

“May mga bagay na panahon lang ang makakapagturo sayo, tulad ng kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao.
Madalas, nalalaman mo lang kung gaano mo siya kamahal kapag wala na siya sayo, and when you lose that person, you lose a part of yourself too.

Umaasa ka nalang na sa paglipas ng panahon ay maibabalik mo kung anong nawala sayo. Kung hindi na maibabalik ang dati, babaguhin nalang ng panahon ang lahat ng bagay.

Pero bakit parang di binabago ng panahon ang puso mo?
Bakit kahit alam mong tapos na ang lahat, pilit mong binabalikan yung simula? At lagi mong tinatanong, paano kaya kung mas minahal mo siya? Paano kaya kung hindi mo nalang siya minahal? Paano kaya kung hindi kayo nagkakilala? Para mabura nalang siya sa ala-ala mo.”Paano kaya kung, kung noong nagkatagpo kayo, ibang tao ka, ibang tao rin siya, sa ibang pagkakataon, sa ibang lugar, sa ibang panahon?

Maiiba din kaya tadhana niyo? Kamay mo na ba ang hawak niya? Pangalan mo na ba, ang bukambibig niya? Ikaw na ba ang nasa tabi niya? Ikaw na ba yung kayakap niya? Ikaw na ba ang dahilan ng mga ngiti niya? O ikaw pa rin ba ang dahil kung, kung bakit mas pinili niyang magmahal nalang ng iba?

From the movie "I miss you like crazy" starring Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz. This is one of my favorites today because I can relate not totally but what I'm experiencing right now and what i feel. The lines truly open my heart ♥ and realize that "Ang Love my sariling time frame hndi dapat pnpilit." so true :))

So many pinoy movies that touch my heart ♥ like One more chance, And i Love you so, Paano na kaya, etc. I feel at ease everytime i watched movies like that :)) Through this movies, we learned and we can relate  :)

I, honestly and not ashamed to admit that sometimes I do rely on movies when it comes to decision making but in the end of the day I will realize that all happen for a reason and for a purpose you just need to be ready what might life will bring :)

I just always stick to my mind that "Suffering is an option, Happiness is a choice"  ♥♥♥
The truth is that everyone deserves a chance of happiness and love.  I know that putting your heart out there after you are hurt is not always an easy thing (I speak from experience); because all the insecurities tend to creep up and so we close up because we dont want to take a chance that might be the start of something special.  All of this to say if an opportunity presents itself don't be afraid to take a chance because you never know what might come out of it. I'm so glad it did!!

Paranormal Activity 2: Movie with D.O :) (Elementary Friend)

Woo.. Meeting with a long long long time elementary schoolmate, that you even know when your back in elementary is like meeting with a strangers although you have friends in common. I met this elem schoolmate in Facebook. His intials is D. O i used to call him like that (cheesy haha!). His the friend of my former "Boyfriend" back in elementary days (PuppyLove♥). We talk, we chat more often and then we finally decided to met up. I got the chance to know more about this person than having him as a schoolmate when we are in elementary. As I've mentioned before, we had a lot of friend in common so we talk about them, and share experienced.

We decide to watch a movie, a creepy one "Paranormal Activity 2". I havent seen the first one so why dont give it a try, though I'm excited to watch horror film. Its about a couple with a baby son, and a daughter (Big sister) living in a house full of mysteries and paranormal activity happening inside their house. Honestly, I really dont understand the plot of the story. But its a creepy one.

I become interested to what is the story is all about, I need to see the first one so I can understand the full story.

I search to google the plot of the first one,

The film centers on a young couple, Katie and Micah, who are haunted by a supernatural presence in their home; it is presented in the style of "found footage," from a camera set up by the couple in an attempt to photograph what is haunting them. The ending of the story is katie is possessed by a Demon and she killed her boyfriend Micah.

The 2nd one,

Is about the sister of katie, kristi and her husband.
In 2006, a "burglary" occurs at the home of Kristi (Sprague Grayden) and Dan Rey (Brian Boland). Every single room is completely trashed except for their infant son Hunter's bedroom. The only thing stolen is a necklace that Kristi's sister, Katie (Katie Featherston), had given to her. Dan installs a number of security cameras throughout the house to watch over their son, Hunter. The family starts to hear noises and see items fall or move on their own. Martine (Vivis Cortez), the family housekeeper and nanny, believes evil spirits are the cause and attempts to cleanse the house of "evil spirits," and Dan fires her after catching her burning sage. Katie and Kristi talk about being tormented by a demon or unknown spirit when they were children. Dan's daughter, Ali (Molly Ephraim), begins investigating the mysterious happenings. She discovers that on occasion, a human can make a deal with a demon for wealth or power by forfeiting the life of their first-born son. She also realizes that until Hunter, there had not been a male child born in Kristi and Katie's family since the time of their great-great grandmother.
The violence continues to escalate, and Kristi is tormented further; the family's German shepherd dog, Abby, is attacked and pulled violently off camera and apparently suffers a seizure. Dan and Ali take the dog to the vet, leaving Kristi alone with Hunter. She goes to check on the baby and notices a light flicker off. She turns the light back on but then is dragged by an unseen force out of the room and halfway down the stairs before she is released. Kristi runs back upstairs into Hunter's room but is violently dragged back downstairs. This time she is dragged into the basement where she stays for several hours. Finally, the security camera footage shows the basement door opening and a possessed Kristi walking through the living room.
The following day, Ali is at home with Kristi, who won't get out of bed. Ali looks at the inside of the door to the basement to find it covered in scratches and a single word, Meus (Latin for "mine"), illegibly scratched into the door. After hearing noises, Ali finds Kristi ignoring Hunter but aggressively demands she not touch him. Ali cries downstairs waiting for Dan to arrive home to bear witness to Kristi's strange change of character. When he arrives, Ali, who has now watched the security tapes from the night before, begs him to view the footage of Kristi's attack. Upon watching the evidence, he immediately calls Martine, who then prepares a cross that will pass the demon onto another blood relative, and that Kristi will have no memory of having been possessed. Dan tells Ali that he is going to pass the demon onto Katie so that Kristi and Hunter will be saved. Although Ali pleas with him, begging him not to because it is not fair to Katie, Dan sees no other way to save his wife and son.
That night, when Dan tries to use the cross on Kristi, she violently attacks him, and all the lights in the house go out. They turn the night vision of the hand held camera on, and find that Kristi has disappeared after snatching Hunter. Furniture all over the house begins toppling over, and the chandeliers in the dining area shake. Dan chases Kristi into the basement and after a few minutes of looking for her, she attacks him. He touches her with the cross, causing her to collapse to the floor, the camera facing the other way as the ground rumbles. Inhuman growls and roars are heard, until it finally stops suddenly. The next scene shows Dan putting Kristi to bed and then burning a photo of a young Katie, which Micah (Micah Sloat), Katie's boyfriend, would later find in the attic of their house.
Three weeks later, on September 18th, Katie visits and explains how things have now begun happening at her house. After Katie leaves, she is shown at her and Micah's house, where he has just purchased a new video camera. On 9th October - the night after Micah is murdered (in Paranormal Activity) - Katie, possessed and bloodstained, breaks into their home and kills Dan by breaking his neck. She then climbs the stairs and confronts Kristi in Hunter's room, violently hurling her against the wall and taking the baby. The final scene is Katie leaving the room, cradling Hunter with a satisfied look on her face.
An epilogue text states that Ali was on a school trip and returned home on October 12th to find her father and stepmother dead and that Katie's and Hunter's whereabouts remain unknown.


I told you its a creepy and very interesting movie. I love the way the story flows, although it not a real story but for me its the best horror film i ever watch :)

BDP experince

What best defines the "borderline" personality, is great difficulty in holding on to a stable, consistent sense of one's self: "What am I?" these people ask. "My life is in chaos; sometimes I feel like I can do anything--other times I want to die because I feel so incompetent, helpless and loathsome. I'm a lot of different people instead of being just one person." The one word that best characterizes borderline personality is "instability." Their emotions are unstable, fluctuating wildly for no discernible reason. Their thinking is unstable--rational and clear at times, quite psychotic at other times. Their behavior is unstable, often with periods of excellent conduct, high efficiency and trustworthiness alternating with outbreaks of babyishness, suddenly quitting a job, withdrawing into isolation, failing.
Their self control is unstable -- ranging from the extreme self denial of anorexia to being at the mercy of impulses. And their relationships are unstable. They may sacrifice themselves for others, only to reach their limit suddenly and fly into rageful reproaches, or they may curry favor with obedient submission only to rebel, out of the blue, in a tantrum.
Here I bring up emotional blackmail, and I have to admit that I feel sort of a traitor here, because when I first read about this I saw I was extremely guilty of it. Emotional blackmail is certainly not exclusively a tool of borderlines, but every time a person with BPD threatens to self harm if somebody doesn't do something, or threatens to do anything in an attempt to manipulate somebody else, it is called emotional blackmail.